Love is in the air

15 December 04 Wednesday weather: Slacky

Came to work not wanting to work... that's what many feel every morning rite! But not me, I am in love with my work. Aspires to make a mark here.. I can do it.. but not today..think i am FINALLY drained of whatever is left of me.

Those who do not noe me well, listen up! i'm a full time Customer Service Executive in a US Pump Mfg Co. who is a leader in this niche market of the custom engineered pumps manufacturing. Our turnover every yr will scared the shit out of your pants n u'll go on bended knees to call me "God Mamma"

(Digress alittle: psst.. heard On Bended Knees over the radio this morning... reminds me of James.)

I moonlight too... yes.. though i'm so rich, i need to get something to do at nite to pass my time.. 2 part time nite jobs.. not telling you where.. only that it isn't decent.. like it?

i sleep only 3 hrs max per nite.. work for 16 hrs straight... cool chick!

Been doing this for a few years with breaks in between without the parttime... Someone once told me not to be a slave to $$, to work smart n not hard... Thanks Alvan.. but I'm not a slave.. I totally enjoyed my self sufficient life currently. I enjoyed my work. every bit.

Speaking of Alvan, he's a new guy in my life... (dun worry to all my admirers out there, I'm still single.. up to this very minute.) i knew him from the poker club..(the 1st licensed pub to play poker in SGP). Totally different from those I was with before. Maybe i was influenced by James...

He's quiet, stable & easy. I feel comfy with him.. (I realised, i tend to like pp whom i feel comfy with albeit i have an ideal guy frame in my mind.. ) Other than Tam, he's the only one that i took the 1st step to be closer fren. Is it a crush? Or is it just plain boredom in my life? I doubt so, i never tot about being together with him now. Just wanna hang ard with him, noe more abt his character.

I really admire and envy those pp who know their partners long before they are together. Mine always are together first then know.. before knowing fully, we are apart ...

Back to Alvan, i have been wilfully sending him lotsa ridiculous smses and yet he's been accomodating my non-sense, with no 'ulterior motive' behind. Well, he gets to meet a lot of pretty gers... so maybe he doesnt reallly care abt me..

Really hope we can be friends.

For those who have been following my blogs, i'm sorry if i give u the impression that i am infatuated with guys or i'm darn fickle-minded... But pls. note.. dun doubt.. I m..

Flower-Idiot


A joke to end the blog:

After sex, the prostitute keeps on fondering with the man's cock.
Man: Why? You didnt have enough? More?
Prostitute: Admiring it... I used to have one before.