She has let go of the string......
The day finally came...
She didnt know there would come one day that she would be strong enough to defy him. To her, his wishes were her commands. Nothing could not be achieved, nothing could not be done... whenever he wanted to see her, she would put down everything that she's doing, everyone that she's with to rush to his side.. She had disregard the thoughts n feelings of those around her for him.. only to earn the same disregard from him.. "Woman, is the stupidest fool on earth, has the lowest IQ when she is in love..." quoted some Egoistic man... But she felt that woman is the stupidest fool when they are involved in unrequited love...
"What would happen to us when you have a girlfriend or when I have a boyfriend?" She asked innocently, clinging on to the last hope that he would say something different. But he Didn't. After all this while, he had made sure that she knew fully that they could only stay as they were... nothing more than just close friends... But she had given more than what she had thought initially... Retribution --- this appeared in her mind.. Someone ever told her this.. someone whom she had torn his heart apart... Is this true?? Reluctant to believe this... As love is always fair... the only unfairness is that timing is never right.. "Given another time, we would be together..."
"I hope I can tell you I love you, but the thing is I don't feel love at all" Great! she thought... My Love is not Strong enough to break that self-constructed barrier of his. How am I the same to all those bitches.. Well, I m a slut..
However strong I may be, I am battered...I bled. I cried.
Never have I allowed myself to cry since 17... Never have I though I would cry when I turn 21... Never... would.. I .. have .. thought... I ... would... meet.. him.. after .. so ... long...and fell in love... with ... him...
Thank you for crossing my path. Thank you for giving me that string, the string that was never attached to your heart.... The string that I have let go....
Pieces of me....
tattered slut who has let go of the string
She didnt know there would come one day that she would be strong enough to defy him. To her, his wishes were her commands. Nothing could not be achieved, nothing could not be done... whenever he wanted to see her, she would put down everything that she's doing, everyone that she's with to rush to his side.. She had disregard the thoughts n feelings of those around her for him.. only to earn the same disregard from him.. "Woman, is the stupidest fool on earth, has the lowest IQ when she is in love..." quoted some Egoistic man... But she felt that woman is the stupidest fool when they are involved in unrequited love...
"What would happen to us when you have a girlfriend or when I have a boyfriend?" She asked innocently, clinging on to the last hope that he would say something different. But he Didn't. After all this while, he had made sure that she knew fully that they could only stay as they were... nothing more than just close friends... But she had given more than what she had thought initially... Retribution --- this appeared in her mind.. Someone ever told her this.. someone whom she had torn his heart apart... Is this true?? Reluctant to believe this... As love is always fair... the only unfairness is that timing is never right.. "Given another time, we would be together..."
"I hope I can tell you I love you, but the thing is I don't feel love at all" Great! she thought... My Love is not Strong enough to break that self-constructed barrier of his. How am I the same to all those bitches.. Well, I m a slut..
However strong I may be, I am battered...I bled. I cried.
Never have I allowed myself to cry since 17... Never have I though I would cry when I turn 21... Never... would.. I .. have .. thought... I ... would... meet.. him.. after .. so ... long...and fell in love... with ... him...
Thank you for crossing my path. Thank you for giving me that string, the string that was never attached to your heart.... The string that I have let go....
Pieces of me....
tattered slut who has let go of the string
posted by terasey at 9/27/2004 06:25:00 pm
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